I get the feeling that many people who read this blog also read Susan's blog http://pregnantpausesandsemicolons.blogspot.com/ which is far more interesting, better written and more informative. However, not all of you read it, so you're stuck with me for now.
To update, Susan completed her third session of chemotherapy this week. One-fourth of the way through her scheduled sessions. She has handled it like a trooper so far, has been back at work since July 23 and was disappointed that chemo was delayed a week on this session due to a low neutrophil count. For those who don't know (I didn't), that's an element of white blood cells and the risk of infection is greatly increased when the count is as low as Susan's was. The count was still low this week, but higher than last week. As a result, she was allowed to receive chemo (sounds like being allowed to receive Communion), and got a Neulasta shot on Friday. Amazingly, there is one thing she is doing to which I can relate. I donated stem cells to a leukemia patient (pats self on back) three years ago and received several of these injections. It made my hips hurt pretty bad by the third day in a row. That said, I don't know my dosage versus hers, and mine was to overstimulate stem cell production. They just want her counts to be normal but she is starting at a lower baseline. It probably is a contributor to today's discomfort.
This weekend has been harder on Susan than the last two sessions. It's difficult to say how much is due to the chemo and how much is from the Neulasta. She is worn out--unfortunately the kids don't seem to recognize how tired she is--what's their deal? While it means that Susan isn't as available to help out, she is around and can take care of the kids, especially Garrison, who doesn't insist on being held for hours upon hours like Brooks does. I do not know how single parents do it, not with an infant anyway. There has been far more pleading with my children to not make a mess, not bother Mommy, not spit up all over themselves than usual. They don't listen.
One of the main issues and common expectations of chemo treatment is the loss of hair. Susan's doctors told her they don't expect her to lose her hair, but it would probably thin. Honestly, I'm not sure what that means. My hair is thinning because I'm getting older but in far smaller quantities lately than Susan's. That said, she just gave birth four months ago and that can cause hair loss too. Her hair will come back--I'm screwed. Those of you who read her blog (and those who will going forward) know that she cut her hair "short" yesterday. I had visions of a Sinead O'Connor or Miley Cyrus disaster but apparently my definition of short is different than hers and it looks really great--in fact, I love it. She didn't need to wait for this scenario to cut it like that. See her blog for a pic.
Without dragging on and on, I wanted to give an update because I've neglected the blog and updating Susan's condition so long. She is handling this amazingly well and feeling pretty good (relatively speaking) most of the time. Unfortunately, today isn't one of those days, but I believe tomorrow will be better.
Finally, I cannot thank everyone enough for their support. One of these days we will get around to doing a proper thank you, but to everyone who has provided dinner, beer for me or words of encouragement, thank you. I will never forget what great friends and family we have and will never take that for granted. I love you all. Until next time...
Wes
PS This photo is from about a month ago, but for once I don't look like a monster. Susan is beautiful as always.